[Saturday August 13th, 2005 ] NEW J0URNAL ;; x__inlove uMm yeahh, C0MMENT && add me FiRST or you wont be added. =) k. thanks. READ (4) POST

[Friday July 22nd, 2005 ] ive got my boy && hes good to me.. MOST OF THE TIME! ;] But despite our faults, hes perfect for me && i wouldnt change what we have for the world. I LOVE him to death. <3 POST

Took from Jessica =) [Friday July 22nd, 2005 ] [ music | GAME OVER ] WHAT GIRLS REALLY MEAN // When a GIRL is quiet, Millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL looks down, It means shes uncomfortable. When a GIRL is not arguing, She is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions, She is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers "I'm fine" after a few seconds, She is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you, She is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest, She is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL calls you everyday, She is seeking for your attention. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday, She wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says "I Love You", She means it. When a GIRL says that she can't live without you, She has made up her mind that you are her future. When a GIRL says "I miss you", No one in this world can miss you more than that RULES FOR DATING GIRLS // 1) DO NOT tell us when you think OTHER girls are hott. 2) When POSSIBLE, please say whatever you have to say during commercials. 3) Mark our annerverseries on the calendar. 4) This is how WE see it, If you DO NOT call that means you DO NOT CARE. 5) Being able to make us LAUGH is so MUCH MORE IMPORTANT than how much you bench-press. 6) RETURN FAVORS: We massage, you massage. We go down, you go down. We shave, you BETTER shave. ;] 7) We ARE aloud to be LATE, YOU are NOT. 8) DO NOT take longer to get ready than we do. 9) LAUGH at our jokes. 10) THREE WORDS: Honesty, Honesty, Honesty. 11) DO NOT start with us. We will ALWAYS win. 13) If you ask NICELY, we will respond the same. 14) We have an EXCUSE to be bitchy at least once a month. Get over it! 15) Open the door for us, no matter where we are. 16) We LOVE surprises! 17) We like to be kissed softly, not with an iron tongue. 18) Pay ATTENTION to the little things that we do, becauz they usually mean the MOST. 19) Clean your room before we come over. 20) Even though sometimes you can be insensitive, we still love you. 21) ** MY FAVORITE ** DO NOT act hard around your friends, or you can expect not getting hard from us tonight. 22) Sometimes "NO" really means just "NO". 23) DO NOT let EX girlfriends cauz drama cauz a relationship is stressful enough. 24) ** SECOND FAVORITE ** SILENT treatment, shoulder shrugs, tears, && yelling all add up to.. YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG!!!!, not us! =) 25) The excuse "I CANT DANCE" is unacceptable. We LOVE the fact that you try anyway. 26) DO NOT say I LOVE YOU, unless you really do. TO ALL GUYS :: I suggest all guys follow those rules && treat girls with A LOT more respect then they do these days. If it wasnt for GIRLS, you'd all be getting fucked up the ass everyday. =) Oh yeah, we cant && wont take your bull shit all the time. Now, you dont want to lose a good girl, do you?... Didnt think so. ;] Took that shit from the lovely Jessica Boden!! =) <33 Cept, the last part. READ (5) POST

[Friday July 22nd, 2005 ] I suggest you J0IN!! ;] POST

[Wednesday July 20th, 2005 ] About your Relationship // How long have you two been together?!? --- Eleven months, gonna be a year on August 14th. <3 What does this relationship mean to you?!? --- Everything, i wouldn't change any of it for the world. Except less fighting, but fighting brings you closer in the end. How long do you think that this relationship will last for?!? --- Honestly, i'm hopeing FOREVER. Along with everyone else. But we have something that everyone else doesn't. What we've got is definately special. =) Is it Serious?!? --- Yeah. Is your relationship well known with others?!? --- Of course, people know not to try stupid things, cauz i have a boyfriend && like wise with him. About them // What Color is their hair?!? --- Brown. What Color is their eyes?!? --- Brown. How long have you known them?!? --- A real long time. First time we REALLY hung out just us two was July 4th last year. How well do you know them?!? --- I know him better then he knows him self. =) What makes them so special?!? --- He doesn't care what people say//think about me. He loves me for me, && not just to get some. He's really nice, unless you piss him off. He's everything i've ever wanted. && definately can't forget, he makes me LAUGH. I LOVE that in a boy. Are they happy?!? --- Yess. <3 I just wish I could make him happier. Which means, I can't let little things bother me. I know him well enough to know he won't hurt me. How is their Personality?!? --- Amaazing. Like I said before though, we get mad at eachother sometimes which makes us be mean. But other than that. Perfect personality. How is your reaction everytime you see them?!? --- I'm still getting butterflies. =X It's so weird. He gives me the best feeling in the world. I could be soo mad then when he calls or comes over, BOOM my dad is complete && 10x better. Various of other things // Have you ever cried over them?!? --- Yeah. Have they ever cried over you?!? --- I'm not sure. Is your relationship worthwhile?!? --- For sure, we get through everything. Do they make you feel better when you are down?!? --- He makes my days 1000000x better. Do you have an amazing time with them?!? --- Yeah, the cute part is we could be nothing at all, but just being with him makes me the happiest person, EVER! Have they ever let you down?!? --- Sometimes. We joke around a lot. Sometimes it goes too far, but it ends up perfect at the end. Does your relationship have constant problems?!? --- Yes && No. We can be good for weeks at a time, but I let a lot of really little things bother me. But that'll be changing soon. =) Do you feel as if you are in love?!? --- Feel? I KNOW I am. Are they?!? --- Yess he is. <3 Do you think that they are?!? --- Yep. Why or Why not?!? --- He's here everyday, he won't leave while we're fighting, he wants everything to be good. && he tells me all the time that he loves me. Is your relationship strong?!? --- Yeah, everytime we fight we get so mad that we COULD break up, but we never do cauz we know this ones worth fighting for. What is their best physical quality?!? --- I LOVE his eyes. We could be argueing && then I look in his eyes && I just diee. He's soo cute. <3 Do they make you laugh?!? --- Yep, he does many stupid things && it's hilarious. Not stupid in like a dumb way, stupid in a funny way. How much do you love them?!? --- More then nething. I swear, i'd give up all I had for him. I would die for him. It's craazy. I've never felt this way in my life. Why?!? --- He's just flat out perfect. Have you ever felt as if you were going to loose them?!? --- Many times in the past, but I realized he loves me && doesn't ever want to hurt me. Are you comfortable around each other?!? --- More then comfortable, it's amazing the things we talk about. He's my bestfriend && boyfriend. We talk about the dumbest stuff to eachother && he still loves me. We've got this bond like no one else. Does your family like them?!? --- My family L0VES him. They always tell me, he's a keeper, Britt you don't wanna lose him. Not many guys are like him. Ahh, he's wonderful. <3 The future // Do you two have plans for the future?!? --- Yes, && I hope they come true. Do you see you two together when you think about the future?!? --- Of course, there won't be another boy in my life if it's not him. What do you think your future will be like together??! --- Going to college, getting married, having two kids, etc. I love him && hope to be together forever. Do you see yourself happy with them?!? --- He's the ONLY person who can make me smile when I'm mad or sad. && I mean that. Do you have children?!? --- Someday in the future. What kind of lifestyle do you two have?!? --- A good one, I don't wanna change nething but the fighting. How long do you think your marriage with last?!? --- Forever, even in heavan. =) Do you see yourself being able to watch your grandkids play with them?!? --- Yeah.. How perfect do you imagine it to be?!? --- More perfect than anything. He's the one for me && that won't EVER change. I LOVE him with all I've got. <3 READ (1) POST

Dontcha wish your girlfriend was HOTT like me... =p [Wednesday July 13th, 2005 ] [ mood | sick ] [ music | Pussycat Dolls // Dontcha ] Yesterday was fuun!! Well most of it, I woke up around 1100, got ready && went to my dentist appt. Surgery went really well actually. Kyle says it isnt surgery, but don't you think getting one of your cavities filled is BASICALLY surgery?! Haha.. well for me it was cauz I am EXTEMELY scared of needles. Like you would not believe. I thought I was going to pass out && I had tears in my eyes, but I didn't wanna cry cauz I didn't want them to be like come on you're almost in 11th grade. Lol. So I held it in. =X Lol.. LOSER!! But yeah, then I bummed around, took a nap cauz they put EXTRA numbing stuff in my mouth cauz they knew I was highly sensitive to needles, so I was really tired. Then Kyle called, talked to him for a while. Then went online && made plans with JOOOOR!! Omgsh it was soo wonderful to hang out with her. We had the best talks. We found out we had soo much more in common then last timee we talked. Then we went to Taco Bell && to turn in my film at Walgreens. Came home, listened to my brothers freak out cauz people are smoking at the school ((Gosh it was HILARIOUS)) && then went to pick up my film. Came back, called Kyle he came over && we went to get a movie. SEED OF CHUCKIE. Kinda scaryy at first, but then I thought it was kind of gay. Lol. Then Kyle drove Jor home at like 1130. Fun timess!! Then Kyle stayed until 1200, hmm we always have fuun, no matter what we do. ;] Lmao!! Then came online && talked to him until we couldn't stay awake any more. Then went to sleep. Jor // I loove you && we definately needa set another play daate! ;] xo I love our long, gay talks!! Hahah- Woke up at 100 today cauz I felt like shit so I slept late. Gosh do I LOVE being a girl!! Grr. Hate it!! Going to take a shower && maybe hang out with my bayybe. Tomorrow is our 11 months. <3 I love him soo much!! READ (2) POST

Don't run too fast my dear, why don't you stop... [Thursday July 7th, 2005 ] [ mood | BFFE -- MY ASS! ] [ music | Britney Spears // Someday (( I Will Know )) ] Another wonderful summer night with the love of my life. <3 Lol. Woke up around 100 && my baybe got ready && came over. We just layed around for a few cauz he was being a meanie! Of course he was joking, but I still got down! =[ Lol. Thenn we went outside && swam && played basketball. He kept filling buckets of water up && throwing them at me. It felt good though! =] Then he left to go out to eat, I was supposed to go but being my lazyy self I didn't get readyy. I feel bad though, cauz I really wanted to, I hate being even 20 minutes without him. Soo I ate dinner at my house, then he came back. We snuggled && played with my little cousin. Then we watched him in the poool. Awhh I swear little kids are the cutestt. OMGSH before I forget- My cousin found this spider && he picked it up && is keeping it. He put it in a little bag. He goes "Wanna see my spider?" So me && Kyle are like sure, and he brings it && its REAL!! CRAWLING IN THE BAG!! Omg, I was soo scared!! He all picks it up with his hands && plays with it. Hahh. =/ Weiirdoo! Then we watched the ending of Big Fat Liar && then Saving Private Ryan, once of Kyle's faaves! Lol. Then he hadda leave early tonight cauuz he has football in the morning. Oh well, I'll get to see him ALLLL day tomorrow. Tomorrow, I have to babysit later in the night, so I think Krista's coming over. Plus she might have her friend Alex or someone over && then of course my love Kyle!! <3 Lol. But yeah.. I'll update later!! Actually, tomorrow! But fiirst just wanna sayy. I love how BEST FRIENDS fuck over their best friend. For real, now seeing you have a "boyfriend" you have no time to hang out with me. Yes, I know I was like that at first when I started going out with Kyle. But now Kyle && I make days to where we hang out with JUST our friends for a few hours && stuff. We don't just FORGET our other friends. I see Kyle 24/7 && you see Chris pretty much every second of the day also. I'm sure you can spare a few hours outta your day. I've made many attempts to hang out with you, even when you say I will but not if Kyle's there. Well, I've made plans with you when Kyle wouldn't be there. You DITCHED me every time. We'll see when school starts up && you have NO friends cauz you lose all the ones you do have cauz you have no time for anyone. What happens when you guys break up? You're gonna want ME there for you, which I probably won't be. If you don't have time for me now, you won't later. I don't give a fuck if that sounds mean either. I'm DONE trying Jac! You want to hang out with me, YOU can call me or talk to me online. What I should do is say "Oh yeah Jac, sounds good, we'll do that tomorrow." Then not answer MY phones && ignore YOUR messages online. Hmm, see how you like that one. You think everythings SOO perfect now, wait && see when you have no one. YOUR OWN MOM even calls me && tells me to try to make you hang out with me. But your stubborn && want nothing to do with anyone but CHRIS. I'm not even saying hang out for a whole fricken day, I'm saying maybe even just a couple hours.. It's your turn now, I'm not even gonna try anymore. READ (1) POST

i got another confession to make, im no fool... [Tuesday July 5th, 2005 ] [ mood | excited ] [ music | F00 FIGHTERS // BEST 0F Y0U ] Yesterday was a great day with my babyy. Except for the rain!! He came over around like 200ish? We were outside for a little but it got too hott so we went in && watched Coach Carter. Actually a really good movie, seeing I don't really like movies except for chic flicks but I liked this one a lot. Then we grilled for my family && ate, soo yummyy! He hadda leave for like an hr. but he got back at like, well I forgot. Lol. Then we went to return movies, I drove!! Then we went && bought some fireworks. =] Then got ready, stopped at Kyle's so he could change, went to Adriens for a little, then we left for the fireworks!! We had to park at the 711 down there. We walked at least a mile && a half. But it was pooring rain && you could literally squeeze our clothes && water would pour out of them. We decided to leave before the fireworks cauz it was kinda gay, so we left && came back to my house && ate pizza. It was just a great dayy with my love. No fighting at all. It was perfect!! Then he stayed until almost 100. Cauz a storm came && he knows I'm scared of them so he stayed to save me! =] That boy is amazing! I love him with all my heart!! Today I woke up around 100 && took a shower. Did my hair, make up, etc. Thenn I atee && here I am. Tonight me && Kyle are going out to eat && then to the movies. Awhh, I'm soo excited! Spending the dayy with my babyy! =] Who knows whats going on after that, prolly chillin with him thoughh! =] I love you S00 much Kyle!! =] you got the best of mee <3 POST

[Monday July 4th, 2005 ] [ music | HILARY DUFF // THE GETAWAY ] Happy Fourth of Julyy! =] Hanging with the love of my life today, cauz today is the day we started hanging out last year. It's almost our 0NE YEAR. Omgshh && we've had our bad times but I wouldn't trade them for anything. I'm soo inlove with him. But he's coming back in like 2 minutes, soo I'll update later. <3 I love you Kyle!! READ (1) POST

I D0NT WANT ANY0NE L0VE'N ME BUT Y0U...<3 [Thursday June 30th, 2005 ] [ music | HOWIE DAY // COLLIDE ] I L0VE the feeling I get when I'm with you Kyle. It's undescribible && I hope it lasts forever. When I'm with you I feel nothing can go wrong, you make me feel wonderful. <3 You're amazing. I Love You with all my heart && soul. You're the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. POST

[Tuesday June 28th, 2005 ] [ mood | happy ] [ music | FRANKIE J // H0W D0 I DEAL ] NEW LAY0UT. C'mon you know youu love it! ;] Yesterday; Well, woke up at 700 && got ready. Then dropped off Krista && picked up Jac && we were off to drive! Our last drive, so we got our permits! =] Taking Seg. 2 w// her in September. W00!! But before that we got our favorite MICKEY D's for breakfast! S00 good!! Came home, toook a nap, Kyle came over. Then we went to Krista's. Hung w// Drew && Krista! =] We were watching these movies from Jamacia! They were cutee, they got to swim with dolphins! JEL0US!! Then we walked up to Coneys, funniest times there, lmao. Then when we got back to Krista's && decided to go swimming @ Kyles. So we all went there && chilled. ;] Fuun times w// those kidds! lol Then we went to Kroger w// Kyle to get his brother a bike, then back to my house, I cut the grass && Kyle helped! =p Then Krista hadda go home, I was soo down! =[ I miss herr! Then Kyle && I ordered Hungry Howies. && played our gamee! ;] DRAG0N BALL Z!! lol Thenn he left me around 1130. I miss him! But he's coming over right now so I can make him breakfastt! Cauz I'm a good girlfriend! =] <3 More details about yesterday or today laater. But I gotta go to Secretary of State after we eat to get my Permitt! =] Jess; We have to hang soon love! Call mee later! I Love You So Much Kyle! READ (1) POST

JEL0UUS MUCH? [Monday June 27th, 2005 ] I absolutely AD0RE how jelous people get. Yesterday woke up around 300!! =0 Hahh, late I know but whatever. Layed out for a while, then Krista came over, then Drew && Laura && his cousin stopped by for like 4 minutes. Then they hadda go back to Drew's. Then they came back at like whatever time && we went to Subway. Drew dropped us off at my house, && me && Krista hung out for a while && just were being gayy. lol Then a lot of stupid shit happened && I'm sick of it. Girls get jelous, boys start fights, people say shit they shouldn't. DRAMA!! But I do love AJ too death.. ((as a friend)). He is sooo nice. Like me && Kyle were fighting like no other I mean NEVER before have we fought this bad. Adrien came in my house when I was balling my eyes out && people were outside threatening to beat eachothers asses. He sat there && talked to me about it all. I mean what guy would do that, seeing my ex ((well boyfriend again noww =p)) is his like BEST FRIEND. He even told Kyle he'd walk back to his house just so he could sit && talk with me about everything. It made me feel 10x better. He's sucha great friend!! But right now I hate with a passion one of Kyle's friends. =] He enjoys calling me a "loose dirty slut" I could say a lot more shit about you so stfu! Oh well, I don't care that shits over with. I swear I musta had like a million guys @ my house yesterday all wanting to fight. Ohh well, got in trouble for that one. Seeing no one was spost to be over when no one was home && they pull up && theres a million people on my front yard. Wooops! Then Krista spent the night, me && Kyle talked we're fine. He just has major anger problems. Which he says I do, but hey he does too. Oh well, I'm not worried about a THING anymore. If someone doesn't want to be with me, why make them? Yah know? But yeah, we're good && together. Soo, I'm happy! =] Woke up today around 709 cauz I had to drive at 800 && Krista had a doc. appt. So we drove her home, went to pick up Jac to drive. Mann funnest times driving! =] lol I L0VE henry! ((our driving instructor)) we just goofed off most of the time, fun shiit! Got my permit. Taken SEG. 2 in August or September, getting my license in November. =] I'm set! A month after my birthday but its straight. Now I'm waiting for my lazy ass boyfriend to wake up so I can see his hottie self. =] lol I Love that boy to death! Yep.. dumb girl. A tad bit jelous could we say?? I L0VE how people can't stand the fact people get other friends besides them. =] Fuckk you! i fricken L0VE you Kyle!! =P READ (4) POST

&& all i want is for.. you to mean it when you say "we'll be together forever" <3 [Thursday June 23rd, 2005 ] [ mood | tired ] [ music | BR0THER && FRIENDS BEING ANN0YING. ] W0W. Today was a wonderful day && spent it all with my babyy. Woke up around 1030. My brothers have been soo annoying since the day school let out. Friends over everyday && sleep overs everyday. INSANE! Then my baby calls && says he's coming over so he came around 1200 or something. He got his job! I'm soo happy for him. Even though I'm kind of down cauz I'll miss him a lot but he really wants it && I'm happy that he got it. =] He deserves everything in the W0RLD that makes him happy. <3 Then we took a buncha gay pix, but he knows he loved it! Lol. Thenn went outside to play bball for a little && we went w// my Grandma to ABC Warehouse. We walked around && we were all planning on what were gonna get for our house one day. It was cute! <3 Lol. Came home, looked at cars for me w// Kyle. MIGHT possibly get this really cute G6 in a silver color. But I still have a while until my birthday. So we'll see about leasing &&/or sales && stuff. =] Hopefully I get it though, it's really cute && has the H0TTEST sun roof you will EVER see! Then we ate some of the BEST watermelon in the world! But it's only cauz we picked it outt! ;] Lol. Then we went outside && were playing volleyball && Dustin && Hernando saw us outside so they stopped by for a hour or so. We played volleyball. Then went to Leasons w// my Gma && got ice cream. Then we went bowling w// my brother, his friend && Kyle's two little brothers. I sucked at the begining, but then my W0NDERFUL boyfriend taught me how to do it good. Came home, ordered pizza && played my little brothers DRAG0N BALL Z game w// Kyle. OMGSH- it was soo funny. We got soo into it && played it for like hours in a row! We're soo sweet! Then we snuggled && he left at like 120ish. && here I am. I KN0W I met the greatest person in the world. && I plan on keeping him. Which means: N0 more doing stupid shit that I KN0W will piss him off, N0 more anything that he wouldn't trust me for, doing better in school, telling him EVERYTHING even if he might get mad, stop being soo picky, chill on the mood swings, learn how to take jokes cauz he wouldn't make fun of me && mean it, KN0W that he L0VES me && he's not lying when he says it, stop taking him for granted, etc. I'm willing to do all I can to keep him. He's the greatest thing thats ever happened to me && I want him for the rest of my life. He's the most important thing in my life. I couldn't imagine life without him by my side. He's made everything 10x better. Just hearing his voice, seeing him, anything to do with him makes me soo happy. I've never felt this way, he's amazing. I love how he makes me feel. I'm done with everything that makes him mad I WANT this boy for the rest of my life. I NEED him. I'm not complete if he's not with me or even mad at me. He's PERFECT!! <3 I Love You So Much Kyle! I NEVER want to lose you. I have no idea what I would do if I did. =[ READ (4) POST

[Tuesday June 21st, 2005 ] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | ANN0YING BR0THERS. ] // Ver. 1 - BASiCS: --Name: Brittany. --Birthdate: 10/21/89 --Birthplace: @ a H0SPiTAL. Duh! --Current Location: UGLY Warren. --Eye color: Brown but they turn hazel. --Hair color: Brown. --Height: 5'3" --Righty or Lefty: Righty. --Zodiac Sign: Libra. --Innie or Outtie: Innie. // Ver. 2 - DESCRiBE: --Your Heritage: ITALiAN && P0LiSH - Y0U G0TTA L0VE THAT SHiT ;] --The Shoes You Wore Today: Silver sparkly shoes. =] --Your Weakness: L0VE <3 --Your Fears: Bugs && the DARK. --Your Perfect Pizza: Veryy picky w// pizzas, but mostly pepperoni. --One thing You'd Like to Achieve: Get better grades so my boyfriend that I'm madly in love with doesnt break up with me. =/ // Ver.3 - RAND0M: --What is your most overused phrase?: L0L. --Your first thoughts waking up: Get to see my babyy! =] --The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: Eyes, usually. --Your best physical features: IDK. --Your bedtime: Whenever my love leaves. --Greatest Fear: The dark. --Your Most Missed Memory: When EVERYTHiNG was perfect between me && Kyle. I really don't want to lose him. He's the L0VE 0F MY LIFE <3 // Ver.4 - THiS 0R THAT: --Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi. --McDonald's or Burger King: BK! --Single or Group Dates: Single. --Adidas or Nike: Nike. --Chocolate or Vanilla: Both @ times. --Cappuccino or coffee: FRAPuccino! =p --Boxers or Briefs: B0XERSS ;] // Ver.5 - D0 Y0U..?: --Do you smoke?: Definately not. --Cuss?: Sometimes. --Sing Well?: Jac tends to think so. --Do you think you've been in love?: IM IN IT RIGHT N0W <3 I L0VE Y0U KYLE! --Want to go to college: Yes, if I'm smart enough. --Liked High School?: Wayy better then Elementry && Middle School. Drama needs to stop though! --Want to get married?: Only if its to KYLE! --Type with fingers on the right keys: I don't pay attention. --Get motion sickness: No. --Think you're attractive: Uhh, sometimes? --Think you're a health freak: Not really. --Get along with parents: Most of the time, no. But sometimes. --Like Thunderstorms: D0NT GET ME STARTED!! AHhHh =/ // Ver.6 - IN THE PAST M0NTH, DiD/HAVE/Y0U: --Consumed Alchohol: Wine Cooler. --Have Sex: Not something you need to know. --Made Out: Yep. --Gone On Date: Probably. --Go To the Mall: Yeah. --Eaten an entire box of Oreos: N0! --Eaten Sushi: Um, ewwh? --Gone Skating: Nope, thats S00 Middle School. --Made Homemade cookies: Nope. --Been in Love: For the last time, I am MADLY in love right now. --Gone Skinny Dipping: No. --Dyed your hair: Not anymore. I like my color. --Stolen Anything: KYLES CHAPSTICK! But he knows! L0L // Ver.7 - HAVE Y0U: --Ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: Yes ma'am. --Been trashed or completely intoxicated: Never THAT much. I can have fun w// out drinking. --Been caught "doing something"?: Ughh, YES! --Been Called a "Tease": Yep. ;] He loves it thouugh. L0L I L00VE Y0U KYLE --Shoplifted?: When I was like 8. // Ver.8 - 0PiNi0NS: --Age you hope to be married?: Um, early 20's. --Numbers and Names of Children?: 0NE boy && 0NE girl. Not sure of names yet though. I love the name Jaelynn. <3 --Describe your dream wedding: A big wedding w// lots of family && friends on a beach or a really nice place. But I'm not getting married unless it's to KYLE! =p --How do you want to die?: In my sleep or with my babyy. <3 --Where do you want to go to college: My ASU dreams are kind of changing. So, I'm not sure. --What do you want to be when you grow up?: Well, my DREAM is to be a back up dancer for someone famous. I L0VE dancing. But thats JUST a dream =/ So probably something involving MEDiCAL. FASHi0N. MAKEUP. HAiR. --Most like to visit?: ITALY && HAWAii. READ (5) POST

N0 0NE KN0WS H0W I FEEL AB0UT Y0U... <3 [Tuesday June 21st, 2005 ] [ mood | I MISSS HIM!! =[ ] [ music | SIMPLE PLAN // UNTITLED ] WELL, this weekend was a good one. SATURDAY Drove from 1000 until like 1200ish && then came home got ready && my baby came over. Then we left around 230 to go to his cousins Graduation party in Yale, that was fuun. But everythings fun when I'm with him. <3 Then we went to the next one in Centerline. Then we came back to my houuse && snuggled. MY FAV0RITE!! =] Then he hadda leave me at like 1200 or 1230. I was soo down.. I hate when he leaves! Then I went to sleep after he left. SUNDAY Woke up around like 1030ish to drive for D/T at like 1100 until 100. I did pretty good, I got a EXCELLENT. Yep, but Sunday was a pretty bad day. =/ Jess came over && made me 10x better. Then my babyy came over cauz of everything && he was being so cute. I love him more then words could say. <3 Jess && I just hung for most of the day, then we went to TAC0 BELL. We left there around 1000 && my babyy came over at like 1045. Then Michael came over after work && we all hung out. Jess && Mike went to go get gas, then me && Kyle went to return the movies. Then we all finished watching the Pistons Game. I actually really got into this one. =p Mike stayed until 1230ish && Kyle stayed until 130ish. M0NDAY Woke up around 1030 && Jess && I colored pictures for our loves. Hahh, then Kyle called && he was being soo fricken cute. Ahh as soon as I hear him my day gets 10000000x better. We went to Kyles && hung out, went swimming && layed out. Then ate pizza 0F C0URSE!! Then AJ, Erald && Rezan went to Kyles && we all went swimming && just hung out. Fuun stuff. Then after they left we went out to eat at Coneys. Jess payed for us I felt kinda bad. =[ But, she insisted! Lol. Then we went to rent movies && we got B00GEYMAN. Kyle && I were freaking out. It was a good movie. Then we snuggled && fell asleep together. He stayed until 400 in the morning.. ahh it's soo great waking up right next to him. I L0VE HIM!! He's the best boyfriend anyone could EVER ask for! <3 But yeah, Jess is finally up so I'm gonna go get ready && eat w// her. I'll try && update later. I L0VE Y0U S00 MUCH KYLE!! <3 POST

FINALLY SUMMER <3 [Saturday June 18th, 2005 ] [ mood | Y0U MAKE ME S00 HAPPY <3 ] [ music | BRITNEY SPEARS // BABY 0NE M0RE TIME ] SUMMER IS HERE =] YEP Y0U G0TTA L0VEE IT <3 Hung w// the L0VE of my LIFE && Jess yesterday. That's always fuun. I love them. <3 Jess left around 900 && my baybee hadda go help his Aunt w// something && he got back around 930. We kinda were arguing a bit cauz he was bringing up old shit. But we were good after. =] I seriously love that boy with all my heart && I would NEVER hurt him. He has no idea how much he means to me. SERI0USLY just ahh he is AMAAAZING. We fell asleep together until 600 in the morning. =0 It was soo cute. I L0VE waking up next to him.. it makes my day 10x better. He's soo wonderful. N0 0NE in this world compares to him. But yes, I woke up around 800ish today cauz I had to drive at 1000 for Drivers Training. 00H was that ever an experience. Gotta love Jac && I being together on the roooad. =p We both were practically falling asleep at the wheel, but we made it! Got home around 1200 && got a little ready. Now I'm waiting for my baybee to get done getting readyy so we can hang out. <3 Then at 230ish we're going to two of his families Graduation parties. AhHh- I love being w// him. =] Soo I'll update later. I L0VE Y0U S00 MUCH KYLE!! Y0U'RE ALWAYS G0NNA BE MINE I CANT PICTURE MY LIFE W// 0UT Y0U READ (1) POST

[Thursday June 16th, 2005 ] Why does this ALWAYS happen? Seriously I wonder if I can do anything right when it comes to him. </3 READ (1) POST

[Thursday June 16th, 2005 ] [ mood | relaxed ] [ music | SUGARCULT // HATE EVERY BEAUTIFUL DAY ] NEW LAY0UT * YEP. ITS PRETTY H0TT <3 Today was the last day of school. But I'll update on my week: M0NDAY: We had our last full day. Really easy day, mainly just studied for all of our finals. Went home && went straight to Drivers Training. We had our state test. Went to Jac's after && her mom got us Jimmy Johns. Then we had to go back at 630 to drive. LMA0. Fuun times w// Jac && our bffe Mr. McNally. =p Then came home around 830 && hung w// my baby for the rest of the night. TUESDAY: Hmm, I had my History && English final. History- Ehh.. it was ALL RIGHT. Don't know if I did THAT well though. English- Passed that puppy w// no doubts.. I knew all the answers. =] After school since it was a half day Kyle, Erald && I went to Subway && then we drove Erald home && went back to Kyles. He drove me home around 230ish. THen Jac came over && then we were off to Drivers Training. We both passed our state tests. I only have a couple more drives left also. So I'm good. Came home, felt like crap but being the GREAT girlfriend that I am.. I went to Kyle's game, although I was sick && could of died. Lol. Mann, I L0VE that boy with all that I've got. <3 He drove me home && we got Burger King && went back to my house for the rest of the night. WEDNESDAY: Photo && Math finals. Did 0KAY on my Photo one, but I know I did really good on my Math one. She let us use ALL our notes. Then after that we had another half day- Kyle came home w// me, we made food && stuff. He stayed until 1200ish cauz he was going to play bball w// his friends. I took the best nap ever!! Then Jac came over && we went to our last day of Drivers Training. =D FINALLY it's over!! I came home && hung w// my babyyy. <3 Dustin texted me && was gonna stop by w// Hernando but I was going to sleep, I was soo tired. T0DAY* THURSDAY: Biology && History final. Yeah I'm in two history classes. =p But yeah I did good on both of those. Then after school Kyle && I came back here. I cooked him breakfast. =] We both decided it was the best breakfast ever! Lol. PR0PS T0 ME!! Took a nap because we were DEAD tired. Then he MADE me watch some of ICE AGE. He was like dying over it, but I thought it was retarded. He just left about an hour ago to go to his game. I'm not going to this one, but I will go to the next one. I PR0MISE BABBYY! Well I'm going to take a shower && get ready right now. Update later, maybee. I L0VE Y0U S00 MUCH KYLE. Y0URE AMAAZINGG!! =* I C0ULDNT ASK F0R ANY0NE BETTER. Y0URE ALL I NEED. AUGUST 14, 2004 <3 READ (3) POST

[Monday June 13th, 2005 ] I L0VE KYLE LAMBRIX S00 MUCH!! AUGUST 14, 2004 <3 ALWAYS && F0REVER READ (2) POST

[Saturday June 11th, 2005 ] [ mood | scared ] [ music | NATALIE FT. BABY BASH // ENERGY ] Haven't updated in a while. Nothing really new.. cept for school is out on Thursday. =] Monday is our last full day then the rest are finals and 1/2 days. J0YY! =] lol But yeah, last weekend hung out w// Jess && Kyle all weekend. I love them. =p Then this week was school and mostly studying for finals.. easy week. Yesterday Kyle came over && we hung out, played bball, ate, then Jessica came over. Funny timess =p.. Kyle locks him self in my room && when he opens the door he's wearing my bra!! lol I was dying!! Gosh that kid keeps me alivee w// all the funny shit he does. I love him soo much. Then today woke up around 1000. Jess hadda grad party to go to so she left @ 1000. I got up, showered, got ready && now I'm waiting to go drive for DT. AhH- S00 scared. =/ lol But it's w// Jac so we all know it's gnna be funnn! Hahah!! Well later on my brothers having his 12th Birthday party @ some place so me && Kyle will be going to that, and then later on we might be going to this drive in movie && put blankets in the back of his truck bed or wte. Awhh, it's gnna be soo cute!! <3 That boy makes my life 10x better. I can't believe I almost messed it all up yesterday. He's the love of my life && that won't ever change. I'm gonna marry him one dayy. <3 READ (1) POST

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